So we began to be accountability partners with each other.
That helped as well, especially since,as a Protestant, I did not have sacramental Confession. I woke up early in the morning to pray and go to Bible studies with my fellow Protestant roommates.
I was on guard against the temptation at all times, even after living in freedom from it for a year.
By the end of the war, God had taught me many things, not the least of which was my total need for Him to rescue me from slavery to sin.
I wanted to avail myself of the fullness of the means of salvation and grace that our Lord imbued in His Church.
Along the way, I discovered, as a hidden treasure in a field, Pope St. I began dating a faithful Catholic woman who introduced me to it.
There was no one day when I conquered pornography compulsion.I don't see it as out of the norm or kinky, but then again I don't find much to be kinky that my friends do. Just having a problem imagining having the restraint to keep my hands (and other things) to myself in that situation.I was with my exhusband for almost 10 years and at first I was opposed to it, but I learned to love it once we tried it. About 20 years ago I had a partner that I would meet on a monthly basis for exactly this and only this, mutual masterbation. I have spoken to quite a few men about this and have never had anyone say that they would not enjoy doing it. If it's not normal to do it with your partner, I'm not normal and I plan to stay that way. If not, there are a lot of other things they won't do with their partner. Absolutely unequivocally I think it is a major turn on for both.I just want to know how others feel about it because if it is out of the norm I may not want to bring it up to my next partner too soon. Most men say they want to watch me and because I am incredibly turned on by a man masturbating, the men have all been open to it. It is rather low key as far as the freaky scale goes and the men I have spoken to with more conservative views on sex have been receptive to the idea as well. What a better way to get a sense of what your partner enjoys.If your friends are 30 y/o like you, try this conversation again in 10 years. Plus I think the visual aspect of seeing your partner do this just heightens ones own state of arousal I should add that this is a good time to instruct your partner in the proper care and use of those power tools locked away in your nightstand.By the time I was in high school, the habit of lusting after women via pornography was firmly entrenched in my soul. I recall listening to a popular late night radio show during these years, where the female host–allegedly a psychologist with a Ph.